i <3 summer

This is OUTSIDE. Except covered in a layer of ice. Make it go away....
I just wanted to put that picture in because it's pretty and I took it. :P Also it's raining in WINTER...what is WITH that?? Suddenly it's raining. Let's pretend it's a fall picture.
What does that say to you? Hmm? WHAT DOES IT SAY?? It says good ol' summer nerdly fun.
This morning I woke up and my room was all sunny, (i love my wall colour) and it seemed so warm....no snow on my neighbours roof, and I though for a single happy moment, "YES! It's summer! It's Sunday! I can BREATHE!!!" and then I get out of bed and I'm frozen.

carry me

My burden I know it's heavy to hold.
Bodily weight flies high over our heads while
Heart ties pulling at the place I tied myself tight to you
I can't hold myself up without you
Don't let me go here
I can't fall all alone.
I know I'm being selfish,
To hold you back from what you think is right
To make it less real.
But you see you can't leave me here
I don't see how I can move on from this
My heart got buried with yours
It all sounds so wrong but I guess this is the only way to go
I can't make you stop
I can't make you stay
But just smile for me and tell me you'll try
And if days go by
Things don't seem to change,
I'll go down with you
Just don't make me leave it here

angel wings

All the people rushing by, by, by
looking for meaning in this life
so used up, and blinded by lies,
They're underneath the blue, blue sky
the way they seldom seem to smile
I don't know why.

'Cause I've been away too long
and everyday I missed you more.
You look like you did before,
only prettier.
Everyday I love you more.
I love you more,
and more.

Special Dedication to Marielaine...

Something about your friendship makes me at peace with myself.

I lie awake on a long, dark night
I can't seem to tame my mind
Slings and arrows are killing me inside
Maybe I can't accept the life that's mine
No I can't accept the life that's mine

Simple living is my desperate cry
Been trading "love" with indifference yeah it suits me just fine
I try to hold on but I'm calloused to the bone
Maybe that's why I feel alone
Maybe that's why I feel alone

Special Dedication to Shortman...

You help me breathe, when I wish I didn't have to.

There is no other one who can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Cause I speak sincerely and I mean it when I tell you that I need you
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

Special Dedication to v3k, GO12, v4k2...

Because sometimes we're lame like that. And because I mean it.


You're my angel wings, you help me fly. You pick me up when I fall, sometimes
you know when I need to crawl just to move on. And when I'm around you,
I soar.

crayon warfare and further plans towards such

BANG! "We just bombed you right- here." A bright red x showed up on the guys side.
"Not even! We bomb you the-"
"You can't do that! That's inside the protective dome!"
"Then it goes through the door."
"Is this a MAGIC bomb?"
"No."
"Then it can't get through the magical door. Besides, we have God on our sides." A finger tapped a cross drawn haphazardly on the craft paper.
"Hey! You can't call God!"
"Pshh."

Is this recess at your local elementary school? No. Is this the screwed up dream of a lifetime sociopath? No. Is this Bush re-telling his discussion about how the wars been going? Probably. But really, it's v4k2- or more specifically vk vs. vk declaring war before five dinners arrived for seven people. (Sharing is economical.) The next day this discussion continued...

[*starSHINE].mW 1347: what soul? [ne.F]v4k2.36 says:
val, vvn and i are creating a restaurant
[*starSHINE].mW 1347: what soul? [ne.F]v4k2.36 says:
the first thing on the menu will be potato porcupine, followed by number 2, 4, and 13 pho, and then bento boxes, and then "hamburgers, to be shared" and then large ice cream scoops

It evolved still more...

~~AzN~~RiCe~~BoY~~ Full Of PIZZA!!! says:
were going to have this war at jackastors grr.
~~AzN~~RiCe~~BoY~~ Full Of PIZZA!!! says:
not at ur resturant

Yes, war. It's very real, and very painful, but within the confines of this odd blog, it's wax on craft paper and some very angry people. Bring it on guys. We have a magical dome.

myyyy honey

Ohkay so he's not actually mine. But he's awesome... welcome RJ!!!