Not the Hospital

I'm so sad.

I'm not ready to navigate the murky waters of the mental health system. I don't want to sort out all the questions and miconceptions. I just want some goddamn help.

That's a pipedream if I ever heard one, so here goes:

YES, I am going to have some seperation issues about the end of Day Hospital.
NO, this depression is not a result of seperation issues.
HEY! I need to tell you people that I need help getting through to the tough stuff and the stuff I get through to on my own needs to be addressed instead of charted and poked away until the next appointment.

I don't know...I don't feel like fighting my way through to any actual help. It's hard enough just asking for it.