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Monday, October 17, 2005

underneath the starshine

Another difficult day...made better by a special visitor =) thanks hun...i really needed that.

New song for you guys...Matt Shapiro- Flowers in June.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=NKD54YKB

I can barely think about school...I just feel so low whenever it pops into my head. I'm eternally tired- I mean, I sleep so much! But when I wake up in the morning it's as if I just spent 8 hours running instead of sleeping. I don't think I've been in a "working mood" since grade nine! I don't need one day off , I need two. One day to sleep, and one day to work. Then I'll be fine, I think. I hope. Even weekends are busy...

Such a weird day...I'm trying to hard to get work done, but it's just not...not happening. I guess I should stop blogging and try to finish off some units. Oh God but it's hard- not the work, (well, sort of the work) but just getting through the day. They seem endless and too fast all at once. Am I really back here again? It seems like everytime I pull forward I get tugged back again. And I'm a fucking idiot, I lost my drama form and it's late already. And I've been neglecting french and math and...and everything. Everything seems so unreal...and I hope to God, it isn't. I really do.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Kat, please keep working, we must progress in life, regardless of the difficulties which may have the ability to pull us back.

Anonymous said...

hey kats, I knoww school WOMPS! (word copy righted from RECESS) Dunn worry, well maybe worry a LITTLE cause im behind too. But ish alright, YOU are miss-catch-up-fast so you will catch up fast. You just need that little boost of adrenelin, thas all. Justt don't fall behind TOO much kayy?. Yeye... i know, I sound like a nagging nagger. But you know.. its for the good of your yadda yadda yadda. But then again, look whos talking? PSH. Just know that if you need help, don't hesistate to ask me/us (actually mostly us, cause me isn't good at stuffz). Cause we'll be happy to help! But ms. SMARTY-pants like YOU, who is so smarty pantsy is too smarty pantsy for help. BUT ahh well, too bad.. you'll have to help me with my work anyways! muahaha.

love yah!